Saturdays: A letter from my Love...

Ok, so I have decided that on Saturdays I would post a letter from L to me to show you how our communication is. The letter that I am posting today is one of the letters he sent to me about two weeks after our first date. It was a short letter but he got straight to the point of what he was trying to say. Whenever I go back and read his old letters I always get extra excited when I read certain ones and this is one of them. I hope you enjoy it.


Soraya, June 9, 2010

Everyday baby...everyday my feelings for you get stronger. Can't nobody tell me what I'm feeling isn't real. You're always saying that I really don't know how happy I make you right? Did you or do you ever sit back and think or wonder how happy you make me? Because you definately make me happy.

There isn't a drug that could produce a high that can compare to this.(How I'm feeling) I can't even count how many times a day I think of you. This may or may not sound crazy, but me getting locked up was a blessing in disguise and your the blessing.(smile) Honestly though.

I always tell you that everything happens for a reason, and I believe that if I had never gotten locked up, I wouldn't have met you and vice versa. Get what I am trying to say? Seriously, since you came into my life everything changed. It's like everything is smooth. I am more humble and relaxed. I don't even know if I am making any sense. It just feels good to know that I have a good woman in my corner that likes me, or loves me???(smile). I don't have to question your motive angle. Man...that alone is a beautiful thing. I don't second guess anything you say or tell me. Real Talk!! You and my brother are the only two that can say anything and I'll believe you..

I just wanted to send you a quick letter to tell you how much you mean to me. I am out for now baby. I'll write you again tomorrow. Promise(smile)
Until then continue to take care of you and your little one

Missing you like crazy
Ya Boo
L

Ps. Here is a song: Kindred Family Soul "Stars"
This song is going to be our Anthem (smile)

Did you enjoy the letter? I got goosebumps while I was typing it. I love how L can write me a quick letter and still give me butterflies. L is not big on writing all the time. He has told me that in one of our first letters. So sometimes I get a long letter sometimes I get a letter that is only one page front and back. I am always grateful with whatever I get because he doesn't like to write. I get about five letters a week from L and for someone who doesn't like to write he knows how to make me smile. We had also started to send each other songs that fit our relationship or expressed how we felt about each other. He will send me the song that he picked out and I would pick out a song and print and send him the lyrics and then I would download the song to my computer so that we have our own playlist to listen to when he comes home. The playlist is called "Our Soundtrack". Sometimes we have competitions on who has the best song for that week. We love having healthy competition with each other. And I can't say that I always win because L is sharp with the oldies HAHA!!

This letter shows you how we have had to communicate with each other for the past year. Having great lines of communnication are the ways that we don't argue as much with each other. It is a process of learning the likes and dislikes about a person. Since we can't be with each other on a regular basis we have to rely on each other to tell everything that needs to be known. No secrets. Now we know that we can't learn everything about each other over night or even in a year. We take time to just have letters where we just give up the tape about ourselves. Even embarrasing things which always causes lots of laughs.

Ok so Sunday is my rest day, so I will see you all again on Monday. Hope you enjoyed L's letter to me.